Every
night
Before
I sleep
I
say a prayer
Silently.
“Dear
God
Please
Keep
him Safe
Because
I am not there
To
protect him.
Dear
God
Please
Keep
him Strong
Because
I can no longer
Stand
beside him.
Dear
God
Please
Make
him Happy
Because
I am no longer
His
reason for happiness.
Dear
God
Please
Grant
him Love
Let
him Love
And
be Loved again
Even
if he cannot
Love
me again.
Dear
God
Please
Grant
him Peace
The
peace he so desperately craved
But
did not find
With
me.”
I
say this prayer
With
all my heart
Every
night
Before
I sleep.
And
I wonder ...
Can
he hear me?
Does
he know
That
I miss him
More
than he will ever know?
Does
he know
That
I love him
That
each beat of my heart
Still
echoes his name?
Does
he know
That
every second I am away from his side
Is
like a lifetime
Lived
over and over again
And
I loved him
Though
he asked me to leave
And
I let him go
Though
I lost a piece of me
And
I left him
Though
I didn't want to
If
you want to come back for me If
you come back for me
Don’t. Welcome.
You
were mine You
were mine
And
I was yours And
I am yours
No
more. Always.
But
a part of me will love you If you do not
In
the deepest recess of my heart Farewell
my dearest one
Where
the light doesn't go Remember
A
part of me will love you I
will love you
Always Always
And
for ever more. No
matter what.
29/10/2010
and 02/04/2015
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